I dated (eventhough we never had a real relationship) my friend in my high school. She's so beautiful for me.  At the end of the school year, I broke up with her in the end of my high school. I broke that poor girl's heart. I'll never forgive myself. I always got jealousy when she was with another man, always angry with her when she argued me and on the last week, she invited me to the reunion night, i thought i would go just to see her. I texted her back but she didn't reply. I waited until 2am but she still didnt reply me.  i was angry with her because she didn't texted me back,i thought i would go to the reunion night when she texted me back. But she didn't. I love her now more than ever. I miss having her in my life as much as I used to. I would walk to the end of the earth to get her back. Lionel said it best: "I love her still". I'm sorry for everything i've done to you. When i accused, judged, pissed you off etc. Do you know all my lies so far from you? = i always believe you. But i always pretended i didn't believe you I'm sorry. :)   Everyday i pray to my Jesus just to see you face to face or at least i could just see you in my dreams. I do love you still 'Y'.


Lady, morning's just a moment away
And I'm without you once again
You laughed at me
You said you never needed me
I wonder if you need me now

So many dreams that flew away
So many words we didn't say
Two people lost in a storm
Where did we go?
Where'd we go?
We lost what we both had found
You know we let each other down
But then most of all
I do love you
Still!

We played the games that people play
We made our mistakes along the way
Somehow I know deep in my heart
You needed me
'cause I needed you so desperatly!
We were too blind to see
But then most of all
I do love you
Still!
( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXNpnkwhVkY)